but once I start to drink I drink all the drink. Not good.
So....how are things now? Just interested really because I'm considering the same path you took because of my inability to moderate my drinking. I'm fine with not drinking (had 10 weeks off before xmas and felt great) but once I start to drink I drink all the drink. Not good.
OK it looks like I really fucked up. Back to square one again Turns out introducing moderate drinking really is a bad idea